are we alone, so lost and disillusioned

Time:

10:15 am

If you missed One Tree Hill you are so out of the loop I have to say it was a good one.

Only 12 more days for the kids and they are done...yay!!!

Michelle you have to talk to me soon I thought up an idea and I want to do it.

I started at the docs office yesterday I like it alot.

We have staff appreciation day on June 10 so we close the office and go to mongolian bbq and they give us a raise and a gift certificate...sweet.

I can't wait for this summmer michelle we actually have a boat that is ours...brandon doesn't care hehehehe. He says he'll do anything for his lil sister!!!

Where is the warm weather??? Where is dale and andrew and brown and michelle and jon????

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May 20th, 2005

Subject:	Once again...an update
Time:	10:05 am

I am now a CMA I graduated yesterday yay for me.

The pistons won yesterday I was happy.

Jon B. needs to stop telling me more and more shit cause now I don't believe him...wish I had the nerve to confront these ppl but I don't.

Camping trip needs to be planned soon.

Michelle needs to cheer up cause she knows I love her.

Devon needs to realize she is not related to JTT anymore.

Jon please back off of all this drama you really need to move on other ppl have and now you need to I know you can...just let her go and back off brown please.

Brown needs to call me we have to gossip majorly.

Star Wars needs to go away please...yes it is beacuse I actually have to work for once.

Start my new job on tuesday.

Have to go do my banking and go tanning.

Party at the barn tonight if anyone wants to drive out there with me...

later gators...muah

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May 10th, 2005

Subject:	May showers
Time:	10:06 am
Current Mood:	BURNT

So after all that updating about miguel I am sure you all heard he is doing grand and he even attended our par-tay and it was grand.

Summer is commin and I cannot wait...I can't wait to get my friends back and hang with the so callled new friends. Speaking of friends I ran into an old one the other day and let me say I am so glad its done and over with.

I have a wedding this June so I went dress shopping and shoe shopping and I am tanning again I am so stoked to be dressing up again good times.

I hate when you have those times when you sit and think if you made a bad choice in life and if you should go back in time and take away what you did. Even if it is a huge decsion.

I hate that I know that people are talking shit again in the work place gotta love Jon B. He told me everything that I guess I needed to know. Even the highest of powers will vent to him and he told me I guess if they want to think that way they can.

I am ready to move on in my life...I want to be older right now!

Later gators!!!!

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April 29th, 2005

Subject:	relay for life
Time:	09:41 am

Who: For Mike put together by Rachel and Michelle

What: Relay for life

Where: Middle school north track (our old track)

When: 10 AM saturday June 11 to 10 AM sunday June 12

Why: Cancer...get rid of the horrible thing and help ppl with it

Okay so thats pretty much it. It is a 24 hour walk and if we can get up to 48 ppl that is up to a person walking every half hour for half hour. please please please anyone and everyone. we have a meeting on tuesday for our team name and such.

any questions/concerns talk to me or michelle. we need to know for sure please dont say you will do it and not really do it.

thanks guys...we're doing it for brown

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April 28th, 2005

Subject:	more on miguel
Time:	09:25 am

Hello again...this is the most I have written in a long time.

Umm yesterday I got an update on Brown. He was in a lot of pain after he got out of his surgery and that was all I heard but i have been keeping in touch with his sis and bro becky and nate for those of you who pretend to be his friend and don't really know but anyway. Browns mom and dad stayed at the hosp and then I called becky just before I went to bed and she said that Brown came out of it and said he wanted WENDYS thats my brown. His mom or dad one of them was commin home and the other one was staying with him.

Becky has a half day today and she gets out of school at 1040 then she is going to call me with an update from her parents.

Just wanted to keep those updated who don't really get a chance to talk with me every day.

Brown we love you and miss you and you are in all of our thougts me, chelle and butta love you and are thinking about you. Just think 2 more days!!!!!!!!!!!!

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April 27th, 2005

Time:

09:35 am

So last night was B dubs for those of you who could not make it I am sorry Browns sis and bro were bitching to go home.

Brown I hope you enjoyed your balloons, card, and ribbon.

I have been up since three in the morning thinking of you and at work you are all I could think about. It has been three and a half hours and I am wondering how you are doing. You promised to call me the second you get home and I am holding you to that. I wish you could be here friday but you will be in our thoughts and tonight just for you I am going to watch the stons cause I know thats what you will want to be doing.

Just think soon this will all be over and I will kick your ass in basketball at Bradenburg just like old times and we can have tons and tons of movie nights.

I cannot wait to hear from you miguel...please call me ASAP.

I love you MICHAEL BROWN...thinking about you all the time, hugs and kisses.

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April 10th, 2005

Subject:	summer lovin
Time:	04:37 pm
Current Mood:	chipper

I want to plan lots and los of summer stuff for example...
*BBQ
*Beach day
*Zoo day
*water park day
*another road rally
*Cedar point day

List some more ppl come on whose with me...ita almost summer!

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March 18th, 2005

Subject:	commin to an end
Time:	05:22 pm

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SPRING BREAK EFFIN ROCKED...nuff said

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March 8th, 2005

Subject:	Thoughts
Time:	12:43 pm

Ever wish you could just let it all out?
Or how about the feeling that you get when you find out that you like someone way way way more then they like you...that sucks.

My adjectives aren't up to par, neither are my feelings right now.

Fl in 3 days here we come Marco Island...I think I need some time away to think anyway.

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February 28th, 2005

Subject:	aaahhh girls!
Time:	07:42 pm

I love it when people are suck stuck up bitches but then you stop and think wow they still haven't gotten there quite yet...they need time.

And you look at what you have now and be happy.

Fl. in about 10 days I am so stoked.

I miss all of you guys hang in there my life will be back to normal soon!

72 hours down and 100 more to go! Externship wise.

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February 13th, 2005

Subject:	THIS IS ALL I KNOW SO FAR...
Time:	06:24 pm
Current Mood:	sore

So for those of you who don't know I fainted yesterday in the lobby of MJR!

Here's the scoop:
I was having really sharp pains before work and I couldn't stand up startight and well for those of you who don't know I have acid reflux disease so I thought it was that and well for having that for 11 years I knwo that it would pass. So I am working and they start to get really bad that I told the box ppl I had to go to the bathroom I htought I was going to Vom and well next thing I knew I was laying on the lobby floor face down. OUCH...good thing I don't remember the fall.

Then come the ambulance and the firefighters and it is off to St. Joes well 5 hours later and 3 IVs with 5 bags of fluids, blood drawn 5 times, 3 EKG's and a shot in the butt cause all my veins were used up they find out nothing. OH DID I MENTION I HAVE STITCHES ON MY CHIN TO??? WTF?!? That hurt so bad I have been through tons and tons of stitches but none that I remember...I was crying so hard. Oh and I have a fractured jaw but what do they expect I hit the concrete floor face first...I'm such a sport...NOT

So I got home around 1 AM with no answer I do have to go back to the doc on friday and they will take the stitches out and then I will have x-rays done and tests run on me...fun I know!

So thanks to everyone who called and was concerned basically I can't talk at all and barely eat and I got gifts and plenty of visitors always fun.

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February 11th, 2005

Current Music:	Dutch boy
Time:	01:32 pm
Current Mood:	amused

So I am going to marry this guy just so he can sing to me...tell me if you like this cause I got better ones...

http://www3.ns.sympatico.ca/lyle_24/myhero.html

One month from today we will be in fl.!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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February 4th, 2005

Current Music:	Phil Phil Phil of the future
Subject:	forget about the reasons why you are here with me...
Time:	06:56 pm
Current Mood:	stuffy nose

* I am so beyond sick it sucks...I hate working with kids (not really)
* I love my extern site I am getting the hang of it now
* I drew blood on my own today for the first time and did awesome
* Someone drew my blood twice today it hurt
* Someone special made me breakfast this morning
* My sister broke her finger really bad and it is halarious
* I learned how to do laundry yesterday via telephone yay
* The rents are still in Aruba
* No superbowl for me *sadness* I am going to date T.O. one day
* Birchwood on sunday new shoes here I come
* Friday night boredness
* Random rambling...gotta love it
* Brown gets out of the hosp tonight yay for him and me hanging out tomm night
* Spring break is commin up I am so excited
* New car shopping when the rents come home and new CELLULAR
* Snowboarding soon please kiddies

Until next time kiddies...Jon Nicke is the sexiest guy alive (he told me I had to put that or else he was going to hurt me) *wink wink*

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January 30th, 2005

Current Music:	straylight run
Subject:	Most of the population, people of all ages please read...
Time:	10:31 am
Current Mood:	predatory

My name is gossip.

I have no respect for justice.

I maim without killing. I break hearts and ruin lives.

I am cunning, malicious and gather strength with age.

The more I am quoted the more I believed.

I flourish at every level of society.

My victims are helpless. They cannot protect themselves against me beacuse I have no name and I have no face.

To track me down is impossible. The harder you try the more elusive I become. I am nobodys friend.

Once I tarnish a reputation it is never the same.

I topple governments and wreck marriages. I ruin careers and cause sleepless nights, heartaches and indigestion. I spawn suspicion and generate grief. I make innocent people cry in their pillows. Even my name hisses.

I am called GOSSIP. Work gossip-shop gossip-party gossip-telephone gossip. I make headlines and headaches. REMEMBER before you repeat a story, ask yourself: is it true? Is it fair? Is it necessary? If not, do not repeat it KEEP QUIET!

GREAT minds discuss ideas...Average minds discuss events...Shallow minds discuss people...Which are you?

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January 23rd, 2005

Current Music:	shower
Subject:	pointless ramble
Time:	11:26 am
Current Mood:	anxious

~Tanya had her baby on friday Kelsea Ann yay for her! So cute I saw pics.

~Mom has the flu yay for vomitting your brains out.

~hung out with dale and michelle and steph and Ash yay for steph failing her road test and the texas roadhouse hotties knowing it!

~Went to the auto show yay for new cars.

~Drinking a Starbucks french vanilla cap. yum yum

~Start my new job tomm I am very scared yet excited to have a big girl job.

~Wish I knew how brown was doing makes me sick to my stomach to not know his condition :(

~Mrs. Sullivan died friday her house caught on fire and we are not sure of how she passed away, whether it be from smoke inhalation or loss of blood when she hit her head. Murphy died too poor puppy. Yes she was a close family member and yes it is tragic. I think me and my family are flying to buffalo new york on tuesday and wednesday morning is the funeral and then commin home so I can still work I just need to be there for my family.

~Hope everyone is doing well...until next time take care!

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January 10th, 2005

Subject:	Boogers!
Time:	09:42 am
Current Mood:	apathetic

SNOWBOARDING...what more can I say...I have fallen in love and I am not going to stop...I can't get enough. Me, chelle, jon, nell, kristy, brandon s., his g/f, and Mike all went snowboarding on sat at mount holly and I love it soooooooo much. After I stopped biffing so much I started to get the hang of it, I guess you just need that first official biff to get you to actually want to fall the right way...no blown out knees. FUN FUN I am up for it anytime anywhere so call me!

The weekend was busy and now it is back to another week of work work work and for those of you who start school this week I laugh cause I don't start til next week its all good though cause you'll prob be out before me ya know?

That is about all wanted you guys to know that I am soar as hell and tired as hell and sick of little childish bullshit!!! hahaha but then again who isn't?

Monster Jam this saturday and Car Show I got free tickets as many as I want so who ever wants to tag along with me can just let me know!

later tater go hump a gator!

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January 6th, 2005

Subject:	forget about the reasons why you are here with me...
Time:	09:52 am
Current Mood:	hungry

I don't update that often because I live a very boring yet busy life! But for my friends that only stay close through LJ I will update.

Christmas was grand, New years was funny to say the least, been very busy, want to quit school either that or be done as of right now, but from what I am told everyone feels that same exact way right now no one wants to keep going they all want to give up I guess were all in the same boat.

Work is stressful, I am ready to part my ways with MJR but as everyone else I know is saying "they pay my bills and are very flexible" I can't wait til May and I will be happy. All of this will be worked out and I should most likely be out of there once and for all.

Spring break needs to come soon! I need the sun and the fun! I need a vacation. My rents are leaving for ARUBA soon and they informed me and the sister that they will be sending us to CANCUN all payed for and I am happy!

It is now time for me to shower and they head out to work for the second time today and I have to go call the Mr. Brown to find out his room number!!!

My instructions to everyone is to go out and build a snowman right now!

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December 26th, 2004

Subject:	rambling
Time:	10:07 pm
Current Mood:	pointless

Our bash kicked ass.
Me and Michelle just got into a york peppermint pattyy fight...it hurt.
I have a patty hickey on my neck right now.
I hate school and I am scared to get my grades.
If you weren't at our bash you missed out.
I feel very bad for Keith's family and friends.
We are watching Mary Poppins.
I like who I am sitting on *wink wink*
Jon B basically labeled me as a dumb blonde today.
I got to work with Legato.
Me and Michelle made some booty tasting hot cocoa just now.
We also want to go and play teather ball.
I am going to white wash michelle soon and I want to make a snowman.
I got lots of clothes so be jealouse!
Brown is sick :(
Christmas is over and now i can get a new cellular yay!

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December 22nd, 2004

Current Music:	christmas music
Subject:	Our bash
Time:	09:25 pm
Current Mood:	PMS-y

Tomm is the day...be there or be square.

Carpool if you can the less cars the better.
If you can contact one of us before the bash so we know what you are bringing thanks.
5 o'clock no sooner please.
Remember BYOB!

Leave your drama at home!

I think I speak for everyone when I say Keith Marcola and his family are in everyones thoughts and prayers.

Merry Christmas everyone!!!!

I love you guys!!! Well some of you!!!

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December 20th, 2004

Time:	09:49 am
Current Mood:	enthralled

Going to the hospital today to visit miguel Brown.
Going to see the Rockettes tom.
Going to the mall all day wednesday...yes I am crastinating.
Having our christmas bash on thursday which we are oober stoked about.
And Friday and saturday are self explanitory!

I went and saw Brown on Friday he is doing as good as he can be. He is staying strong and hanging in there which is all he really can do. Its just so terrible to see someone his age or anyone really going through this but in the long run it is deff worth it. He is always in our thoughts and he will be out tom morning and ready to party the week away with us!!!!

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On another note I hope everyone has a great christmas and they get everything they want...this will prob be the last time I talk to anyone through this before then..Happy Birthday to Steph L. and Boswell...I don't know if there is anyone else!!!

If anyone wants to come to our bash just call us!

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